12.30pm 14th feb 2011

hello world! i’m back…or so i hope that i don’t decide to disappear again. i do have this bad habit. sometimes due to boredom…most times because i let life and other mundane things take over.

i took this picture on valentines day. perfectly placed. notice the little heart formed by the gardner’s hose…quite cliche…but hey, love is in the air. or atleast it should be. and not just on this one particular day, where we are forced to proclaim it out loud, remind each other that we are special. so unnecessary…or so i’d like to believe.

even if ‘we’ like to believe that it doesn’t bother us and it’s only a hallmark day blah blah blah. it pinches when your partner does nothing. we forget that we both have always claimed that we don’t care to make a big deal about events. it’s all so complicated.  but it pinches, especially when your asked continously about what you were given, where you were taken. you realise that what people say or that sad look they give you when you say you don’t care to do anything ‘special’, actually bother’s you. people’s reactiond make a difference! how shattering for someone who has always claimed that it doesn’t. it’s all so very complicated. well, atleast in my little head.

anyway…jabbering again. trying to get back into the habit. but got to go quick this time. husband is giving me a reminder lesson on the technicalities of blogging. i’m quite a doofus where remembering technical things are considered, especially after so much time. almost 7-8months.

see you tomorrow…or so, as i mentioned earlier…i hope.